"THIS IS IT" Michael Jackson

though he has passed away, but his legacy lives on.. we (irwan and i; kudut and ajib; farah and mus) went to watch "This Is It" - the final curtains for the king of pop... well, the verdict is:

it was FANTASTIC! GENIUS! AMAZING! BREATH-TAKING! WONDERFUL!
(and all other words that convey the same meaning)

OMG!!

every single performance portrayed the amazing-kind-of-an-entertainer he was--he was very particular in terms of the sound, the tempo, the dance steps, the ques, the EVERYTHING! and he never stop saying "God bless you" to everybody... he was a wonderful man and idol... and he has his own personal style (when it comes to his attire)--because it will always remain as MJ's inspired outfit or fashion...

I remember nodding and moving my head like a lunatic because i was so drown into his rehearsal performances... that was only his rehearsal's footage; but it already promised a hell of a good show! it's a loss to lose him!!!

i was holding myself from clapping my hand and scream and cheer for his every single performances... (takut malu sorg2 dlm wayang tu)

kudut and i can't stop giggling - (ntah ape yg klakar ntah) - but yea, we giggled a lot!

anyway, if u guys can still get a hold of the tickets, PLEASE watch it!

it's a MUST for MJ's fans around the world!

anyway, last nite i can't help myself to 'berangan' while watching the show -- (konon2 terer main gitar) like this one guitar prodigy named Orianthi



she is young, HOT and fantastic! terer nak mampos! for once i didn't blink at all and i wasn't looking at MJ -- i was looking at her fingers (while she was playing the guitar)--serious best!

*oh yea, irwan fell asleep (he was so tired i guess)

**and yea, so gonna buy the pirated DVD of 'this is it'... can't wait for it!

in-denial

saye TAK NAK buat assignment lagi.

(full stop)

i need a make over!!!

dying in needs of a make over...

need to have a new face...

need to be a vegetarian...

need to stop spending the salary...

i need a make over!!!

naughty!

lately, i've been busy with my freakin-endless-assignments... and i haven't finished everything yet; just taking a few minutes off for a blog-writing session...

anyway, this entry has nothing to do with the assignments; instead about another naughty songs that i have encountered lately...

it's an old song (1998/1999) that suddenly and randomly played on my mind, so i've downloaded the song la...

i remembered when this song first came out, i love it and it never occurred to me the meaning behind this song...

the song called "Give it to you" by Jordan Knight

i bet most of u know this song or at least have heard of the song... sedap kan?

anyway, here's the lyrics--just in case u need to interpret more hidden meanings

enjoy!

Something you should know about Give It To You Lyrics Jordan Knight - Give It To You lyrics You say it's been too long Since you had some Just say I turn you on Like a fire that's burning inside You think that I'm the one You see in your dreams I know what you mean It's creepin' around in your head Me holdin' you down in my bed You don't have to say a word I'm convinced you want this Baby you know I can give it to you I can't deny I'd do it right Just let me know and I'll give it to you Show me where I'll taste you there Baby you know and I'll give it to you Your body needs a man like me Anything goes when I give it to you Without a doubt I'll turn you out The feeling is fine giving you everything of mine I'm the place to be and soon you'll see I don't care who leads as long as we move Horizontally Anyone can make you sweat, but I can keep you wet It's creeping around in my head Me holding you down in my bed I can't wait to give you some I'm convinced you need it Baby you know I can give it to you I can't deny I'd do it right Just let me know and I'll give it to you Show me where I'll taste you there Baby you know and I'll give it to you Your body needs a man like me Anything goes when I give it to you Without a doubt I'll turn you out The feeling is fine giving you everything of mine *** ewww... rite?

i'm the southern girl

Southern Girl by Incubus

Is everything a baited hook?
And are there locks on all doors?
If you're looking for an open book,
Look no further, I am yours.

We'll behave like animals, swing from tree to tree
We can do anything that turns you up
and sets you free.

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted.
Southern girl, could you want me?

So come outside and walk with me
We'll try each other on to see if we fit
And with our roots become a tree
To shade what we make under it.

We'll behave like animals, swing from tree to tree.
We can do anything that turns you up
and sets you free.

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted.
Southern girl, could you want me?

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl, could you want me?

Southern girl could you want me?(x7)
Southern girl....

when the weirdo speaks

u must be a weirdo...

seriously...

so shallow,

so inappropriate,

so childish,

so weird,

so the-kind-of-people-refuse-to-hang-out-with,

so not cool,

so random,

so psycho,

so need-to-be-outta-here,

so jealous of me (i guess),


u are plainly a weirdo --- just leave me alone!

saye marah!

saye marah dgn kekejaman dunie;
saye marah sbb ade lg manusia yg bodoh, cetek akal fikiran dan membuat tindakan yg berakhir dgn pembunuhan;
saye marah sbb makin ramai manusia bangang xde otak yg sanggup merogol budak kecik;
saye marah sbb anak2 kecil meninggal sbb perbuatan durjana org dewasa;
saye marah sbb ade jugak org yg gile sex tp xnak berkahwin dan end up merogol sesiapa saje termasuk budak2;
bodoh! bangang! xde otak!
saye marah! saye marah! saye marah tau x!!!
saye marah pd bapa yg sanggup merogol anak sendirik!
saye marah ibu yg membiarkan anaknye dirogol bape tiri!
saye marah abang yg merogol adik!
saye marah pd atok2 ganyot x sedar diri yg merogol budak2 yg xtau ape2!
saye paling marah org yg merogol dan membunuh!!!
kurang ajar! setan!

saye marah bile saye tau ade bapa yg sanggup pijak anak sampai mati sbb anak die sepah dan koyak kan rokok die;
ape jenis manusia la ko ni; bapak jenis ape la ko ni?
kepada ibu-jgn lah sekali-kali ko membiarkan suami ko berkelakuan tidak baik mahupun menyakiti anak ko;
engkau ibu yg melahirkan, jgn sekali-kali ko tergamak melihat anak ko disakiti dgn sewenangnye;
jgn jd bodoh!

jgn la engkau melakukan kejahatan pd anak2 engkau sendiri atau anak2 org lain...
mereka masih anak2 kurniaan ALLAH s.w.t; yg dikirimkan membawe seribu rahmat kepade sesiape jua;
jgn lah engkau yg bodo menganiaya mereka;
mereka masih anak2 yg masih ingin melihat dunia;

dan mereka mungkin juga anak2 yg bakal dikirimkan pade saye;
saye berdoa agar anak2 saye akan sentiase dilindungi drpd engkau2 yg layak dipanggil syaitan!

memang saye marah!

from kudut's to KLCC to the look out point to FUN!

ignore the title--don't reallymake sense grammatically; but i bet people can understand where i'm going at it--rite?

yesterday i went-well, we went to kudut's new crib for post raye open house la... or maybe jugak she's celebrating something (ehem2)--anyway, it was fantastic... the food, the atmosphere and mostly the crowds!!! u huys have no idea how much i miss everbody... seriously... it has been a while since we last chatted and catching up--but i had fun... seriously tons of fun!!! -- i'm happy to see (in a random order) aimi, jasmin, hana, jasmin, piya, tamok, pjoy, hani, kak tasya, mashi, kudut, ajib, and KUDE!! (kude i know u love the attention kan?)

however, i gotta run cuz i've already purchased a movie tickets for "500 days of summer"--quite bummer cuz i haven't finished exchanging stories with everybody's there--anyway, we arrived late around 7.45pm.. the movie supposedly starts at 7.10pm; so yeah.. we don't really know how much we missed the movie-but i think we were too tired (from running from parking lot to the TGV) to lament about it... we can't go to our seat, because we've already late and our seat is in the middle and we saw a big couple snuggling each other on our row-so we thought it'll be tough to get in and the fact that the movie have already started.. then we just went to the front row.. not too near to the screen, but it was OK la...

now about the movie--i'm not sure if i'm qualified to give the verdict because i've missed the beginning of the movie, but all i can say is that its funny, interesting story line and i hate the ending!-- those of u who have not seen the movie, don't be confused because this isn't a love story, but a story about love--what people do when they're in love... interesting

the movie finished around 9pm. afterwards, we rushed ourselves to find the location for irwan's a.k.a the fiance post birthday celebration... he turned 27 on 24th September 2009--but we only manage to celebrate it last night due to other commitments...

anyway, i was introduced by a student about this MAKAN place call GASOLINE.. so i asked a colleague of mine if the have been to Gasoline--she actually suggested me to go GASOLINE in Ampang Look Out Point--never heard of it, so i got a directions from her--however, i'm not really good when it comes to direction... i'm suck at it, so we spent almost an hour just to look out for this darn 'look out point'... finally, after ("sayang, let's go back if this simpang isn't the right one, i'm starving and dissapointed!")--we managed to find it! the route was dark and still busy though it was 10.15pm and it was Sunday nite... when we finally reached the top--the view was freakin' amazing --overviewing the KL city night time--wonderful!!! i recommend everybody should go there--even to celebrate b'day... to couples: BE CAREFUL sbb JAIS selalu buat round di situ (piya, 2009)...yg dh kawen xpela, bwk surat nikah je (as if u don't know)

the food: we ordered as if we have not eaten since yesterday... in terms of the taste i'm gonna give 3/5 la... but the view: 10/5!!!!

**before i end my entry for this month (hehe!) i wanna to tell all my girlfriends that i'm so glad to see u guys!!! it means a lot to me and please...please... do come to my wedding, just wait for me to get the adds from y'all k--and update gamba2 di facebook dan jgn lupe TAG saye!

***ok la... i'm tired already, plus gotta update my assignments and these are a few pics the we've taken from last nite...

the view of KLCC--on the way nak masuk parking

GASOLINE--The MAKAN place

the view of KL from the look out point - hope u guys can spot the KLCC and KL Tower--ignore the poor image--this is the best that my nokia could do for me... (sigh...)

effect PENAT panjat bukit--serious penat!

US and the view of KL at night -- Fantastic!

just US...

when people say that you're not good enough for me,
i tell them
"if u're only looking for good things, it will never be enough for u"

i stay... i smile... i laugh... still with u...

but somehow, i began to doubt myself, and wonder about what people said about u...

i stop... i think... i cry...

yet, i stay... i smile... i laugh... with u...

it took quite sometimes to realize that no matter how bad things were; the cruelty of words i said that were meant for you; the endless torture of me for u to become a perfect human being (having whatever everyone else is having); the endless tears that were shed that only u can make it better - yet you stay... you've never gone away (though i bet it was painful to deal with my unpredictable tantrum)...

then i see patience in you that obviously i don't really have... i see LOVE that is getting stronger each day... we learn how to tolerate each other (though it is really tough for me, but i stay...); we learn how to make each other's happy... u're trying ur best to be my-world's-greatest-husband, while i'm trying my best to be ur-world's-greatest-wife... we wanna be good and and become a better person for each other... we don't talk anymore, but we are communicating now...

the imperfections that i see in you are the things that i want u to have because i want u to have what i have... but it never occurs to me about the things that u have, that i don't have?

u accept me just the way i am

and that is exactly what i will do now... accepting u as who u are (because i know, we will do anything that's possible to be better for each other)

when i began accepting u just the way u are, i have nothing to complained about cuz i know that we are meant to be together as we are completing each other - 'I have what u dont have; and u have what i dont have' (easy!)

i feel loved... i feel appreciated... and i'm loving it...

"sayang, raye tahun lepas i datang merisik u..."

"tahun ni kite balik kampung dah bertunang..."

"tahun depan kite balik sebagai suami isteri..."

xoxo

__*senyum*__

LOVE: i'm in love with you

[caution: puke-worthy (jasmin, 2009)]

i dunno what is wrong with me today, but i feel so mushy and squishy just thinking about my love... its not that i wasn't in love with him before, but today... i feel so different and it's like i feel more in love than before - in fact deeper...

after spending a week of RAYE with him (at my home - hmmm... - observed by mama and baba - nothing much happen); i think i'm ready to be his wife... i feel so comfortable around him as if he wasn't there to notice how horrible i look like when i'm at home... guh!

he made us a breakfast (french toast) - while all of us were still sleeping; he swept the floor; he cleaned the table; he cleaned Dewey; he drove us everywhere; he made us laugh -- sounds like a servant? but i see that as a one-of-a-kind-husband-to-be... i know i am so lucky to have him my life and we're getting married... i just can't wait...

sayang,

if u reading this, i want u to know that i really2 love u... i am glad that we have changed to be a better person for each other... i may not show or tell u this all the time, but i really2 love u and i am so blessed to have u as my husband-to-be... i'm looking forward for our future together till the end of time... insyaALLAH... i love u sayang; bib, baby, abang, darling...

xoxo